First of all I wish you all a Happy Easter which when I think about it puts our personal challenges into perspective. I hope you can all take some time to contemplate and grow. I'm sorry that my uploads got cut off this week, but a unexpected challenge dropped into my life when my monthly eye check showed that the lump ( I refuse to call it a tumour ) in my eye had begun to grow again after 6 months of quiescence. So that's been a challenge, but there's positive news too. Initially that the lump hasn't spread anywhere.
Still it was another shock and I got thinking that It's been over a year with this hanging over me and I've had enough ! That led me to an instant paradigm shift. I'm no longer a victim of it. Instead I see myself as a healthy body with just an annoying lump in my eye (well a bit more serious than a skin tag, but you get the point) Thanks to that I feel empowered and a weight has lifted off me. Easter is a time of transformation so this is very timely !
I also have a plan. I'm back on the anti lump diet - high fat, low protein, almost no carbs. I'll add a 36 hour fast, basically to starve the thing into submission. I meditate twice a day with Amethyst worry stones on my eyes - they are a perfect shape and I often listen to binaural beats at the same time. I've tried a few other things, like the eye catching pic ( an example of self experimentation only, not a magical cure ! ) but meditation, connection and healing feels right. It's tricky uninviting this unwelcome guest lovingly but I'll get there. I've even got myself down to the park to do yogalates in the morning Sun and rest in Natures' embrace which feels so healing.
So there you go, it's just another bend in the road. Really I'm lucky when I consider other sufferers of this condition. If that's you you have my deepest sympathy.
OK, back to uploads tomorrow.
Love from the Heart as always